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What God has for me…is for me!

I vividly remember how difficult it was for me when I got to my new job almost two years ago. I was the new person and I had to learn so much and start from scratch. I would make mistakes and this would be me feel self-conscious. The environment was not a welcoming one either. I would often ask God, why would you bring me here? I finally made it to the top at my old lab and was the “boss”. And now I’m here, starting all over. I was tired of starting from the bottom. Many days my faith would waver. I would apply to jobs, go on interviews and not get a call back or they would offer someone else the position. I knew from past experiences that when God was ready for me to move, it would happen but it wasn’t always easy accepting that. I remember when I would constantly get in trouble for not being fast enough; every little mistake would be brought to my boss’s attention. I would get blamed for stuff I did and didn’t do. It was as if I was on an island all by myself. It was rough. I did have another coworker that would stick up for me, but there was only so much she could do. Fast forward to the events of the past week; you can read my previous blog posts to hear all about it; I realized that everything that happened was all in God’s plan. This past week, I’ve had the pleasure of training my boss on how to perform the duties in my lab. I got to showcase my knowledge to her but she also got to see things from my perspective. She got a firsthand experience of how difficult it is to be thrown into a situation and have to learn new protocols and procedures in a short amount of time. But that’s not even the kicker. The most experienced and the senior tech in my lab was let go last week, and the second most senior tech was promoted. So guess what that means, I get to be in charge. When the new employees are hired, I will train and oversee them! Isn’t God good? Just a week ago, I was at the bottom of the totem pole, and just like that God catipulted me to the top. My future is still uncertain at my job, but for now, this is a victory worth celebrating. God has once again shown me that I don’t have to worry or fear. He’s always with me and he has a plan for my life. So whatever valley situation you may be in, I urge you to hold on and keep pressing forward. When God is ready to move you to the mountain top, nothing will stand in your way. He will remove any and every obstacle that may be blocking your path. I’m always amazed of how good God is to his children. Time and time again, he’s showed me that he means what he says. Sometimes I just cry, when I look back over my life and I remember the countless times God came through for me. What’s for me is for me. It already has my name on it. I don’t have to fight for it, I don’t have to steal it, or lie to get it. And the same goes for you. Whatever blessings God has in store for you, is already yours. So just sit back, enjoy the ride, trust the process but more importantly trust in him! Be blessed❤️.